B5

*My Smexilicious Cast*
!Main Characters!
-Pat-Kara
-Myles-Qween
-Breezy Bear-Me<Duhh>
!Main Characters!

-Dizz-Lashawn
-Nelly Boo-Bree
-Kelly Welly-CeCe

-Cel-Capree
-Lil' C-Danni...Tiffany
-Chris Breezy-Bre
*My Smexilicious Cast*

~In this story I'm like the narrator just to let you know:]~

(Lashawn was in her room reading one of her favorite books, It was around 2:00 && she couldnt sleep remembering what had happened with Dustin && how she freaked out on him. She knew she couldnt live the rest of her life afraid of commitment and s*x.)
[The doorbell ring twice then there was a knock]
(Lashawn looks out the window and notices Dustin's car. She knew he was wondering why she ran out, so she reluctatnly decides to talk to him)
*Downstairs*
-Lashawn-(answering the door)what are you doing here so late?
-Dustin-(looking at her face)it doesnt look like you was sleeping
-Lashawn-whatever, are you gonna come in or not?
-Dustin-(stepping inside/closing the door behind him)we really need to talk?
-Lashawn-what is there to talk about at 2:00 am in the morning?
-Dustin-lets see, what happened earlier
-Lashawn-(she was quiet she had no idea what to say)
-Dustin-why are you avoiding it, matter a fact me. You were jumpy everytime i touched you.
-Lashawn-(shooting back)that was once Dizz
-Dustin-No..bull..thats been happening ever since we started dating. I never said anything at first cuz i thought you were gonna get used to me but its just been getting worse between us, i dont know if i
-Lashawn-(turns around && tears start to well up in her eyes)if you can't what, deal with it..no me anymore
-Dustin-(his voice is softer)I didnt say that
-Lashawn-(she starts yelling)no but thats what you meant. I'm done dustin, just leave!
(She runs upstairs && shuts her door. If she saw his face or heard his voice agin she would loose it. She takes her pillow and wraps it around her face so she couldnt hear him calling her name and falls to the floor)
-Dustin-(banging on the door)Lashawn, baby, open the door!!! I didnt mean it like that!!!
(After a couple of minutes the banging stopped && the front door closed. She runs to the window and sees dustins car drive away.)
[Overreacting.What was the feeling.Piercing the head.the body.but rejuvinating the heart.Overreacting.Yess.Mistakes.Yess.Love.Yess]

-Capree-(she couldnt do anything but stare at the note, she was too afraid to even look into his eyes..she decided to take a quick peek from the side. Marcel was walking along side her looking atraight aheadwith his hands in his jacket pockets. She didnt understand why he wasnt saying anything..Minutes had gone by and Capree was just about to say something when Cel speaks up)
-Cel-(Still staring straightforward)did you think you could keep it from me?
(Capree was silent)
-Marcel-i thought we could tell each other everything, i guess we both cant
(Capree was wondering what he meant by both of us, she thought she was the only one who was hiding somthing)
-Capree-what do you mean by the both of us?
-Marcel-(releases his gaze and looks down and sighs)Well we knew each other for a long time and we was only just friends. Truth is I've had feelings for you since we became friends. And when we got to the 7th grade i promised myself i would tell you how i felt, but other girls started liking me and taking interest so i kinda forgot about that promise. But after i read that note it all started coming back to me.
(Capree wanted say everything she was feeling, but the words didnt come out.She regreted it..this could be the one and only last time she and marcel could actually be together..but the words still couldnt come out. Marcel was no staring at her, she had no idea what to do or say so she avoided his gaze. She got lost in thinking what was gonna happen next that she jumped when he grabbed her hand and stopped her)
-Marcel-(laughing a lil)gosh your jumpy
(Marcel was staring really hard at Capree, and she could feel her face getting hot)
-Marcel-(touching her face gently)you aint gonna get shy on me now
(Capree starts laughing and finally looks back into his eyes)
-Capree-I'm sorry, i should have told you, it was my promise && i totally broke
-Marcel-(he removed his hands from her face and replaced them around her waist and pulled her closer)I guess we both were kinda stupid
-Capree-(laughs)
(Marcel was staring at her lips he wanted to kiss her so bad, its something he has been waitin to do for years and now was his chance)
(Capree's phone starts playing The Way That I Love You by Ashanti)
-Capree-hello?
-Mom-honey, where are you?
-Capree-I'm with Cel, I'll be home in a minute
-Mom-ok
-Capree-sorry I have to get home, but call me tomorrow
(She runs back down the street to her house)
[Answers needed.Emptiness.Closer?Closer to the finish point.Needing a Quick High..Joint?No a person.Love.A Touch.Special.Asking for too much?]

(Bree decided to call Chris to find out more about what Bre had said to Carnell)
-Bree-chris, just tell me what Bre told carnell
-Chris-I cant, she told me not to tell you, she said you will found out tomorrow at school
-Bree-im not going to school if you dont tell me what she told him!
-Chris-Bree, calm down its not a big deal, trust me its nothing bad
-Bree-(flopping down on her bed)Chris just tell me, please!
-Chris-(sighs)i dont know, Bre made me promise not to tell
(Bre lets out frustrated yell)
-Chris-damnn girl you loud, listen nell is my boy, all imma say is he might be interested
-Bree-(jumps from off her bed)are you serious! he said that!
-Chris-(laughing)you are boy crazy, thats all imma say.
-Bree-boy crazyy and proud..I'll just see you tomorrow. I got to figure out what imma wear.Bye and Thanks!
(Bree hangs up and rushes to her closet. Chris slowly takes the phone from his ears and lays it down on his dresser. He was happy and irritated at the same time. Finally Bree would be able to have a dude for her own but part of Chris didnt want her too.)
[Letting go.No.Never.Sparkling future now ogne to waist.Run.Catch up to that pace.Her pace.]

(CeCe was laying on her bed.She felt used.hurt.raped. She shook her head trying to get the word rape out of her head. She loved Kelly && no matter what he did she knew he loved her too. She couldnt let all the bad thoughts cloud her brain. She wouldnt let herself slip && fall into something too deep that she knew she couldnt handle. She rised from her bed focusing on kelly's silent breathing to make sure she didnt wake him && then she crept to the bathroom. She looked at herself carefully. Examining. Wondering who she was. What she was. Her purpose. Then Kelly flooded his way into her mind.She wanted to know why he hurted her so much. Everytime she saw a bruise or a scar it traced back to the very incident he hurt here. Kelly opened the door still half asleep. CeCe jumped and and focused her attention on Kelly.)
-Kelly-(yawning)hey bay, what you doing awake at 3 in the morning
-CeCe-umm nothing. couldnt sleep.
-Kelly-(putting his hands on her shoulder)
(CeCe jumped)
-Kelly-(removing his hands)babe you okayy?
-CeCe-(walking out the bathroom)yea I'm good (lying)just cold thats all.
(Living in fear.A heart prisoner of theft.Falls a Single Tear.Kissing the lips of death.)

*About 5 In the Morning*
(Danni had woke up to go for her morining jog. She had to get back in shape for the new school year started. She was about to run pa** the park when she saw Chris sitting on a swing by himself. She was gonna walk to him when she saw Tiffany come up. Danni was confused. First off, Its not like chris to wake up anytime before 12 during summer. Second. why the hell was Tiff there!?She ran around the the other side of the park to get closer to the swings && in hearing distance. First it was silent and then Chris said something.)
-Chris-(letting out a yawn)you called me here and you not saying nothing. whats wrong?
-Tiffany-(lets out a sigh)i dont know everything just been going wrong. And its gonna get worse.
-Chris-(getting up from the swing)what the helll do you mean get worse. This has nothing to do with. whatever messed up life you put yourself into thats you pr-
-Tiffany-my problem?!put my self into!? looka here buddy. What the hell where you doing. everytime your supposed "girlfriend" wouldnt give you some. where the hell did you take your hungry a**?
-Chris-(realising his grip from the swing he gets up && starts walking around)It aint my fault you couldnt keep your legs closed.
(Tiffany was about to say something but she couldn't.Everything he just said was true. He wasnt the only one guilty of something. She was too. Messing with another girls man. Who the hell was she kidding. Now she was gonna have to deal with the consequences.Facing a baby. Bringing another person into this world. She didnt know if she could handle it. The thought of it made her sick.)
-Chris-(looking at her)can i go now
-Tiffany-(tears were now streaming down her eyes)Yea you can go..
(Chris started walking)
-Tiffany-(talking a lil bit louder)just dont ever come back...
(Chris kept walking)
-Tiffany-(shaking)not forr me!!!...
(Chris shrugged his shoulders)
-Tiffany-(screaming)AND NOT FOR YOUR DAMM BABY!!!
(Chris stopped)
-Chris-your pregnant?
(Tiffany lets out a faint yes)
(Chris couldnt say anything. Was this baby really his. What was he supposed to do? What could he do?Danni couldnt belive what she just heard. Did Chris really cheat on her? Her face went blank.not breathing.she could her her own heart beating 50 times faster.All of a sudden she felt cold. Not safe. betrayed.She couldnt feel any part of her body but her heart breaking. Finally her head started echoing. She heard the noise of leaves cracking. Chris was walking away. Not caring.Not realizing.His responsibilty for another child.A part Danni wanted to jump out of the trees && kill her.Make her feel the pain she was feeling. but No. Another part wanted to hold her. Tell her that someone was still there...)[Forced to feel.Love It leaks In.Love,Is it Real?.Is it?Too many questions.Final answer leads to sin.No time.extensions?...No sign.]

(Kara awakes to the sound of falling water. She leans up && realizes it was just Qween taking a shower. She removes the covers to see it was 4:00 in the morining. Today was the day.For a new life. A life?.Without her dad.She shook her head, got dressed && walked out her room.First she went to go check if her mom was awake.She was.Kara peeked through the door. Her mom was removing the covers off her bed and folding them. The room looked empty. Or was part of Kara empty. She walks downstairs. Jamie already had her stuff packed && was putting it into the moving van. Too old to cry. But still too young to Understand.The pipe from the bathroom shuts off && it was quiet. Kara turned around && noticed a note laying on the counter. Her body ran cold. Her heart started beating faster and faster. Could it be? Maybe hear intuitions were true. Maybe he wasnt leaving...Lie...Maybe he still loved them...Lie...Maybe It was just a harmless....lie. Qween came rushing downstairs with Mom.)
-Mom-hey hun, i didnt know you were already awake. Well dont worry about your bags, Qween && Jamie already put them in the moving truck. The movers should be here to drive it to Georgia in about an hour.
-Qween-can we get going before I change my mind.
-Mom-ye-
(She notices Kara staring at the folded paper on the counter. Kara starts to shake more. she doesnt answer. Her eyes still peeled on the paper. Her mom removed the paper and unfolded it. She started to read.Her bright brown eyes suddenly turned darker and darker as she read from top to bottom. Qween noticed it and peeked over her mothers shoulder. After a couple seconds Qween removed her eyes from the paper and started walking out of the house)
-Qween-(yelling)WHAT A FRUCKING B*****D!!!
-Mom-(tears flowing down her eyes)Qween! dont talk about your fath-
-Qween-(screaming and crying)dont even friggin say father!!! what father gets up && leaves 3 kids and a wife. Thats a b*****d! Not a person not even an It.. He can go striaght to helll for all I care. She walks out to the car,
(Jamie comes through the door wondering what going on)
-Jamie-whats wrong, mom, why you crying? (she hated see her mother cry. Her mom was supposed to be strong. If her mom wasnt strong. She wasnt.)
(Kara couldnt speak. She wanted to yell.scream.kick...die. But she didnt move. She didnt realize her mom putting her hands around her and hugging her. She didnt realize herself crying. muttering words.help.no.stop. Everything went blank.)
[Supposed Love.Not.Supposed Words leak.C'rap.Walks away.Why?.Ever to come back.No don't walk into life.Our Life.My life.You left.Crime...theft.Stole what I cant get back.Trust.Memories become faint.Mere..dust]






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