Journal Entry: confusion by egypt

I am confused my mind is playing tricks on me and I can't take it. I fight and fight but my mind and imagination always take control of me and it puts me into a false reality. A reality that can hurt me a lot and thats not good, To try and forget the feeling only to be lead back to the feeling you trying to get away from. The feeling that makes you want the unwanted and touch the untouchable and crave the uncraveable. That feeling I get when Idesire the undesireable and care for the uncaring